Sunday, October 14, 2007

A Monstrosity

The sun has finally come out in Sofia, and though it is quite cold, I find the day very pleasant. Oh, and for the first time since I arrived I am seeing something massive - the Balkans!

It seems strange that I have not seen the mountains in a city that is surrounded by them, but I arrived at night and the weather has been crappy for the last couple of days, so you couldn't see them through the clouds. I spent the morning rephotographing things because they just look better in the sunshine! Golden church domes, for example.

One thing I wish I never had seen here is the pizza with pickles. I am having lunch now at a place where I can see the mountains. It happens to be a pizza place. I ordered a margharita pizza because I wanted to make sure there were no pickles on it, so of course I had to order the plain cheese!

The grossest one I've seen so far is the pickles/corn/ham pizza. I can recognize the word for ham because it is near the German (and the English word "swine"). I know the word tomato since it is the same. I know the word for cheese. But pickle is not a word I expected to have to know.

After I ordered, I remembered I bought a Bulgarian/English dictionary. So I looked up the word for something I need to know - because I will NEVER eat it on a pizza! саламура

Oh, and the pizza I do have tastes like frozen grocery store pizza. But at least I get to see the mountains.

Here are a few more photos, which I hope are much more tasteful:













Much sunnier today

Unfortunately, the battery in my computer is about to run out and there aren't any outlets at this cafe. Strange. I'll have to find another one. I went around and retook photos of things because the weather was much better (although very cold!) Leaving for Veliko Tarnova tomorrow.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

My god, am I tired

It's been pretty miserable here in Sofia. I'm freaking cold and it's all rainy and crap and the drab grayness of the buildings is not inviting.

Still, I am content. Gray drips from the Sofia sky as winter makes its impending presence known, and as drab Soviet walls darken every corner, gloom has enveloped the city. Yet there are signs of change fifteen years after the the collapse of the USSR. The city of knowledge has lagged behind its ex-Soviet counterparts, but in a few places, brightly colored paint has been splashed onto restored buildings, boldly proclaiming victory along streets that have yet to learn they have not been defeated. Beneath seemingly crumbling concrete edifices, signs of life bloom through store windows, the eyes to the soul of capitalism. The air is still heavy with the thick black dust blown by the industrial goddess of the communist empire, but a sense of a hopeful future also floats through it. Breaths of anticipation take refuge in the lungs of those who had suffered so long under the watchful eyes of tyranny, though a few older souls seem overwhelmed, even lost amidst the shiny objects staring at them from behind the glass. Narrow, winding streets once dotted with the fearful frowns of an indentured populace and the footsteps of the secret police are now crammed with new cars and hands full of shopping bags.

Yes, this place has been very gray since I've been here, but I see so much color - even soul - in the city. I'm very interested in this place.

Love how they replaced the statue of Stalin with the statue of Sofia. May her children - Love, Hope, and Faith - not be so cruelly murdered as they were in the legend.

Friday, October 12, 2007

A Tale of Two Ex-Soviet Cities

I wrote this a couple of days ago while killing time before my train left for Sofia. My 26 hour long train. Yes, it was waaaay too long for a train ride, and I am a train lover. No, I’m not going to do it again. I’ll fly, thank you.

I’m sitting in a bar not too far from the train station but far enough to not be in the “train station” neighborhood, if you know what I mean. It’s away from the wealthier part of Budapest but not a dump – kind of normal, really. Budapest has become quite expensive compared to when I was here nearly a decade ago, which of course, is to be expected, given the whole entry into the EU and all. It’s still cheaper than Washington, of course, but given my limited budget, paying over $3 for what is the equivalent of a medium latte (they called it a large) was a pretty steep price. I needed the coffee, though. I’m running on fumes here, what with the jet lag and the lack of sleep.

I stopped at the bar because I’m freaking exhausted and I don’t want to walk around for another step. This is my travel style – just wandering aimlessly with a camera and a lot of thoughts. I don’t stick to the tourist sites – in fact, I try to spend as little time at them as possible, unless they are simply incredible and warrant the time. Some of them are, of course. Today I had no real destination. I wanted to go to the Statue Museum where they placed all of the old Soviet statues they took down after the USSR’s collapse, as I am fascinated by the CCCP, but I decided since it was pretty far out that I would wait until December when I return to this city for my flight home. I’m kind of paranoid about missing flights and trains and stuff, especially trains that cost me $100 more than I had anticipated. Very, very bad.

It would be interesting to spend more time in this city – both of my trips have only been a couple of days. I hardly remember my first trip, as it was for school, although I do remember the ballet Gizelle at the Opera House. I feel myself very fortunate for getting to see a show inside. I took several photos of this beautiful building today and tried to capture as much of the amazing blue sky behind it, though I was having some trouble with my camera or my eye or something and had real difficulties with the lighting. I may end up adjusting the brightness on some photos before I post them, which I really hate to do.

I am thoroughly impressed with how nice Hungarians are. I mean, you stop and let someone pass you on a narrow sidewalk, and they thank you! My kind of people! And this is in the capital city, of all places. Imagine what it is like in the smaller towns. In fact, the only bad experience with any Hungarian at all was at the train station, where the woman who was tasked with selling international tickets did not speak English and took her good old time processing my request to the point where I wondered if she had just left the office for the day.

The language thing was rarely an issue except in choosing restaurants, as Hungarian has very few cognates to any of the languages I have studied and I had no clue what the dishes were. As someone who has a certificate saying I am a certified “linguist” having once been fluent in Arabic and French and having some proficiency in Spanish, I am very interested in language and really tried to decipher what I was seeing and hearing. I’m an adventurous person, but I was embarrassed to pronounce things because I don’t even know the sounds except that SZ is an English S sound, and I know that because I saw signs for “Szex Shop” and “Szalon.” It’s really interesting to me because I can get around in many countries without knowing the language like Germany because as a native English speaker I speak a Germanic language and can figure things out, and I’ve also had some exposure to it through traveling. But with Hungarian, nothing is remotely similar and I was getting frustrated with not being able to figure anything out. Believe me, I tried. I think the only word I learned was Sor (with an umlaut) because bars that I passed said “Sorhaz” (beerhouse!) and there were beer signs outside. I also recognized the word “Kave” as coffee, and believe me, I needed to know that! I saw “bolt” on a lot of signs and assumed it meant store. And then the word for restaurant, which I thought was universal, is something totally different that starts with an E, and it took me awhile to recognize restaurants as I passed them. I am not sure, but for some reason I have the impression that the word is similar to the Greek word. Something like Etteram? I could be wrong. And I guess if it is “etteram,” restaurant could be a derivative of it. I could figure out enough to buy spring water rather than gas water, but not without taking gas water to the register and turning around to find the plain water. Still, there were enough Hungarians who had studied English that if I couldn’t communicate something, someone was around to translate. I hate not even knowing how to say thank you, but it is something long that I keep forgetting. Guess I’m not as young as I used to be, eh? (And my body tells me so, too.)

…And today – contrast that with Bulgarian, which, with the exception of the alphabet, is much closer to the languages I am familiar with. The best thing I did before I left was learn the alphabet and a bit of the language. Makes it a heck of a lot easier to get around. I know the things on the menu, at least. For example, “potatoes” is kartofi, and the German word is kartofen, so I knew what it was when I saw it. Lovely. I feel great amusement in trying to decipher this language and great triumph in succeeding.

I find the contrast between Budapest and Sofia astounding. This has a lot to do with the fact that Budapest was once an imperial city and modern Sofia was pretty much built in 1879. I learned today that in that year, only 12,000 people inhabited the city. Now, there are over one million people, not exactly a huge city, but big enough. Yes, there is the development going on, and maybe in another five years, Sofia will be where Budapest is now. That is to say, there is still a long way to go, but they are definitely getting there in terms of restoring their cities after a half a century of Soviet apathy.

You will see a lot of crane shots in my journey, for I am fascinated by the commie cleanup that Eastern Europe is undergoing. My fascination started on a post-graduate program on the European Union I took the summer after my graduation. We traveled to six European capitals, including Prague, which was not in the EU at the time. What was most interesting on the trip to me were the Berlin cranes. If only they had had digital photography back then – I’d post some of my cranes at dusk photos. Potsdamer Platz – a virtual city within Berlin – was barely under construction at that time, the Reichstag had just been completed, and the song of the city was played with the jackhammer and the cement mixer. I felt Budapest was that way. And I feel Sofia is what Budapest was when I visited it nearly a decade ago.

Here are more photos of Budapest. I would like to post more, but it really does take a long time to upload them, and I've been in this internet cafe three hours now. Found out today the time difference is seven, not six hours from home, so I thought I had more time, but I'd still like to explore some more of the city with some light out. Besides, I promised a guy he could upload his photos and burn them to CD back at the hostel I am staying at, so I need to get going.


























Wednesday, October 10, 2007

I took a nap

I swear, I'm the worst traveler. Last two times I went anywhere - to Cairo and Amman - I was so sick that I actually had to stay in bed for a day or two. Today I'm just out of sorts. I fell asleep for about an hour just because my body has no clue what time it is. Now I've woken up and wonder if I'll be able to sleep tonight.

As much as I love to go places, I hate GOING places. The greater the time difference, the more trouble I have. I enjoyed my time in Budapest today immensely, but I wore down way too soon. While I have been to this city in the past, it was a very brief visit, and I don't remember much of it.

As I am still really tired and Blogger keeps coming up with some error message in Hungarian, I'm just going to post these photos and go to bed, hopefully getting more sleep than I did last night. Believe me - one of these days this week I will be able to post an account of my trip and more photos thus far. I just don't have the energy right now!









Tuesday, October 9, 2007

I am in Budapest. Actually Buda.


Yes, I have arrived! I do not want to spend all of my limited time in Budapest, as I am leaving for Sofia tomorrow, but I did want to upload a few photos, because I love taking photos! Wow, I am so excited to be here. I will be writing more later, but right now, since my luggage finally arrived and I am now able to wear clean clothes, I'm going back out to explore. I just wanted to post a few of the many photos I took today. Oh, and recharge my camera battery!

I have to say, even though I am running on very little sleep, I have more energy now than I ever did suffering through a fluorescent day at the office!





Saturday, October 6, 2007

Tomorrow I leave

The time has finally come. I can tell you honestly, though, that I am not excited? Why? Because I hate flying that much. My stomach is in knots, I am anxious, and I am full of so much dread that I can't even look to Monday's touch down in Europe.

I try not to think about it, try to enjoy this last full day in the United States, but I can't. Everything reminds me of airplanes. I was just on Blogger Play, a new Blogger product that shows photos from public Blogger blogs, and what did it get stuck on but an image of Death sitting in a graveyard. Just what I need to further the psychological mess in my head.

I remember the first time I realized I was afraid of flying. I had already made three transatlantic flights and one transpacific with no problems, but on a fourth transatlantic flight, I was nervous, and then, on a flight from Dublin to Manchester, I realized that I was afraid of flying. It has just gotten worse since then. Back in 2002, I flew from California to Ohio for Christmas but bought a car in Ohio and drove back cross country in part because I didn't want to fly. I also used a snowstorm as an excuse to delay a trip to Jordan by a day because my nerves had gotten to me. The more I fly, I realize statistically the chances of something happening are increasing.

I once was on a flight sitting next to a singer and her agent. I knew this because he was on the phone even as we taxied out to the runway. The singer was terrified of flying and we tried to talk our way through the takeoff, which really helped the both of us. I was pretty sure then that singer was Aaliyah, who later died in a plane crash.

Logically, I know that thousands of planes take off and land every day, and that the planes I will be flying on make those same routes on a daily basis. Logic is all fine and good, but it is always overruled by emotions. Look at John Madden, the former football coach turned announcer - he rides a bus everywhere across the country because he is afraid of flying. At least I force myself to get on planes. If I didn't, I'd never get to go anywhere!

In two days time, I shall be kissing European soil, insha'allah. I wish I could just sleep through these next two days!

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Will I be going?

UPDATE: I got the tickets! They had been delivered to someone else - in another city! I was lucky enough that the guy whose front porch they were on (there's a scribbled out note that I still can read) returned them. Even though the tickets are in hand, I still hate corporations! Here's the thing - when delivering a single envelope to an address, how difficult is it to check the address before you leave it?

I hate corporations. I hate how they don't give a damn about people. They don't care if a person's life is screwed up by their company's incompetencies because they are making money regardless.

UPS has lost my plane ticket. That is what they told the travel agency, anyway. I am supposed to leave on Sunday, so I'm pretty nervous about the whole thing, but I still have hope. Last night, after the travel agent had told me the ticket was lost, I checked the UPS tracking site again, and the information there said the package was "destination scanned" and was "in transit" to be delivered today, October 2. Earlier yesterday instead of "in transit" it had said "exception" in the status line, which is when I called UPS, who told me to call the shipper (the travel agent) because they couldn't do anything for me. THEY WERE THE ONES WHO LOST THE TICKET! So I was in contact with the travel agent, who told me that UPS had confirmed the ticket had been lost and I had one of two options:

1. We can get a new ticket out to you by Thursday (paper tickets) through express mail again. You will have to pay an additional cost for the original cost of the ticket ($775.51). Unfortunately, these are Northwest Airlines rules for lost tickets. I want to stress that you will receive a FULL REFUND of this amount in ninety days.

2. The second option is for me to fax you a copy of the scanned ticket we have on file, and for you to bring this to NW airlines 6 hours before your flight departs. NW will charge you a $100 reissuing fee ( again, which would be reimbursed by us with receipt...we are disputing UPS right now). In some cases, NW may not be able to process your private fare ticket, which means they may charge you a published fare (more costly) and have you reimbursed for this within ninety days as well.
Now, I have a carefully planned and very strict budget. I can't afford to pay for another plane ticket and not be reimbursed until my trip is over! And I certainly can't pay a $100 reissue fee when it wasn't my fault the tickets were lost! Plus I know I'd have to pay a few hundred bucks to make up the difference between the cost I paid and the published fair, again to be reimbursed after my trip ends.

So who's in the wrong here? Well, all three of the companies I'm dealing with - UPS because they lost the ticket, Northwest Airlines because they are going to make me pay for another one instead of just sending me a new ticket, and the travel agent because they should be paying any additional costs and waiting for the reimbursement, because they are the ones who are responsible for getting the ticket to me.

You have to remember that I quit my job of four years to go on this trip. I need every penny I have to survive over there. $775 may be very little to a lot of people, but to me it is the difference between sleeping on the street and having some place to live. There is hope, however, in that UPS really did find the ticket and it really is in transit and I really will get it today.

I hate corporations. They should be busting their butts to get this thing right, but they don't give a damn that someone's life could be screwed up by their idiocies.